At the back of my mind

Day 42

At the back of my mind
flickering lights
shadows of fright
At the back of my mind
panic will blow
hatred will flow
At the back of my mind
tears will fall
voices will call
At the back of my mind
turn off the light
vanish from sight
At the back of my mind
knives will cut deep
thick blood will weep
At the back of my mind
must now give in
must let it win
At the back of my mind
underproduction
my self destruction
At the back of my mind
All I'll dismiss
Because I am better than this.