Anorexia and the Fat person

I have lived with Anorexia.

I know!. I'm now quite fat

I never liked the way I looked

Back then it was just that

No one really cared back then

No words for extra thin

But now I'm fat they notice it

So I can't bloody win

When skinny my old body

really went through the old mill

With tablets for depression,

back then they made me ill

Buggered up my menstrual cycles

Lost most will from down below

I could pass for an Grim Reaper

with that pale and ghastly glow.

But now no chucking out my food

Nor sticking fingers down my neck

But people say fat people need

to loose some weigh by heck!

When I was skinny I was fat

I am now fat, and feel quite fine

So can someone please tell me

where to draw the ruddy line?